Life is as such. At some point of time in life, you get so numb in everything.

Last night was great party for Wee Seng!
Happy birthday, Bro..

Happy birthday to me..

This year was no exception, a very quiet birthday. I've long grown used to it.
I'm another year older now.
Thanks!



p.s. I will not be blogging from now onwards.

my 21st is nearing but I am totally clueless about what to do for it so, things will/might/should happen when the time comes!

Life is short so, I wish everyone can live until the age of 200 years old to truly enjoy, Life.

I feel like doing crazy/extreme stuffs for my birthday like bungee jump but I think I can't take the thrill of it and would probably die from heart attack. I don't want to die on my birthday.

I have this mixed feelings of wanting to be attached and single. From time to time, i feel emotions building up within me.

My current lifestyle is so so great because of the people I hanged out with. People I don't get to see often and suddenly realised, I actually have so many good friends. The things I am doing is so fulfilling. Work, School, Friends. What more can I ask for?

This year is a good year. it's a year, I broke up with the person I loved the most, experience bad heartbreak with another person, gain good friends afterward, socialise more and made even more friends, going back to school, finished NS, and feels so much wiser.

From time to time, I would have random flashbacks. flashback of memories. The time when I was with Jasmine, the time during my NS days (Diving, tough times, batch boys, happy & unhappiness), Secondary and Primary school days, the time I met Sinyi, the days at Hongkong, the days when i was younger, the joy I had, the people that crossed my path, the smiles and laughter with everyone and everything else. All these really made me who I am. I really wish to relive all those moments again but then again, we only get to live once.

Birthday didn't really matter much to me. To me, it's more like a get together with friends or people you don't get to see often. It's an excuses to meet them. True enough but the intention is just simple. No other motives other than catching up with each others life but to them, It seems awkward for them or rather, uneasy for their partners. I mean, it's just a meal so why so uptight over it. No obligations though. For me, they are important people in my life hence I am thinking this opportunity to ask them out. I guess they don't feel like I do.

I fear this sentence, "I don't think it's a good idea" because 2 person said that to me in 2 days. Birthday is not everything because people would still worry about what their partner thinks even if it's just a celebration.

I wish to have a lot of presents since it's my 21st birthday but highly doubt so cause, I don't think much people would remember it. Every year is the same so i assume this year makes no difference.

tons of things to pen down. It's always problems between us. I'm taking a break from this scene. It's time for some personal journal.

The day feels different without you. I miss something from you but I don't know what made you this way but since it's your decision, I guess we are back to strangers.

I've made the right choice. leaving you was the best decision!

I don't know why you did that but it pissed me off totally. Either you don't picked up the call or you picked up for 1 second and hanged up and never answer again. Whatever it is.. you do whatever you want. That's it. I've had enough of it.