whilst shitting, i suddenly feel like putting everything aside and just go to army.
but i am afraid this decision won't last.
how?
ha..

my decision is still very much screwed up.
i just can't afford to waste my time away.
its my PRIME TIME!
i'll be 21 in 2 years time.
TWO-ONE. TWENTY ONE.
OMFGFYFMFEITWW.
so.. yeah. i've to decide everything fast and have it well planned.
gahhh..