i'm feeling bad..
sigh.
feels like everything came crashing down on me already.
maybe shes right. i still don't know what i want in the future yet i want to go around helping. i'm more of a hindrance.
all i want is a new enviroment. a new change. anything that can get me out from ITE, i'll do it.
i just don't wish to continue what i am doing now. it's a total waste of time.
nobody will understand me.
i just need you all to say a simple "i support you"
thats all. then i can give it my best shot already.
oh well, never mind.
bye.