i really hate the idea of stay at home with my parents now
its like.. i have late night sleeps already and yet they have to fucking wake me up early just to let people view the house. so now, i am awake but theres nobody coming yet. wtf..

they want money & yet we are the one suffering. my parents always cause the whole family to suffer. my mother always says that she hates my father and yet always giving him to his stupid decisions. my dad always acts like he is tough but deep down, he have the guts of a chicken. see.. thats the way they are.

in the 1st place, we shouldn't even be moving house and because of "i got no money" and we have to suffer with them. it's really really terrible. not something like "go talk to your parents" will solve anything. my parents are stupid people. they wouldn't think. they want what they want only. just like a kid.. he wants what he wants and yet never think of the conseqeuences behind it.

i'm really tired to the extent till i can serious smash anything i see or slap anyone i see. i'm having this lil headache and still have to tolerate to this. i really didn't mean to vent my anger on friends but its just that everything is stressing me. even have a nice beauty sleep is difficult to achieve.

i'm close to breaking down.. this time its not because i am sad or whatsoever.
its because i am super tired..
even if anybody were to give me money now, i would just punch them in the face.
i just need rest.

Labels: hatred