it started out as normal routine life. a normal friend request to her and a normal conversation took place soon after. things moved on to understanding of each other bit by bit. enjoying the conversation with each other like we have known each other for a life time already. not even a bit of awkwardness.

we decided to meet soon after as things were very very comfortable so no harm would be done. the 1st date was quite a special one cause visiting the museum together has never came across my mind before and surprisingly, it was a good one. a good date though everything that took place was normal. a normal lunch together, visiting of museums together, window shopping together & taking lots of pictures together. the 1st date ended well and another date came soon after!
very comfortable with each other's company, i felt something kinda like a crush. yes. its very fade likings for her but as it grows overtime, it was more than a crush. a liking for her.

how would i know whether its true cause she managed to make me smile to my phone unknowningly while sending SMS-es to each other. just a thought of her would made my day. just a SMS from her cheers me up. i felt silly at that time but i didn't hate it. it felt good.

things didn't stop there. it led to confessing to her though the timing wasn't righ but its just an enormous & overwhelming feeling i can't contain within so i just have to let her know. its just like walking on a thin thread. it might kills the friendship between me & her but nevertheless, i had to take the risk. it wasn't that bad after all. she didn't reject my confession to her. she somehow reciprocated my feelings for her. she felt the same way

obstacles was inevitable. there was too many factors for us to consider. i promised to walk her through with all those obstacles. we managed to overlook it. she decided to give me a chance. a chance to show her that this relationship wasn't anything like the previous one. shes been telling me all her negative traits but like hell i would be bothered by it. it would be a pity if i let this relationship falls through cause of her negative points.

i've been thanking you for no reason. actually there is one.
i'm being thankful cause if you weren't giving you (or us) a chance, it would be so wasted to let things go (not saying being friends with you will be bad laaa)
i strongly believes in fate and definitely, strongly believe in us.
i believe we can do it together, darling..
walk through at those obstacle with me & we will see better days ahead!

























LOVE YOU, TheSweetestGirlEver, JASMINE HOHOHO
I LOVE YOU TEN THOUSAND YEARS!!
HAHAHAHHAAAHAHA!

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