as days pass by, i'm getting closer to another phase of my life.
army life! mm.. yeah. it might not sounds like a bad thing but thinking, what can i do after army? am i still going to be a mummy's boy, taking allowance from her and still be ignorant about my surroundings? its pretty scary isn't it.

for some, they don't need to worry. they have it all planned out. for me, i'm going to spend my life playing and eventually die without achieving anything. i might be repeating what i have said and why i can't practise what i preach? i find it difficult to move on. i want a breakthrough in my life but i don't know where to start from. i want to do something that my family & friends would be proud of but i don't know how to. there's countless of Hows & Whys running through my head every now and then. even if there are 48 hours a day, i prolly still couldn't figure the out all the answers.

and before i could find the answers for all my questions, i pray that (pray to whoever who's above and listens to all my woes and grant me all my wishes) my family and friends would still love me for who i am.
i'm going to make ALL of you proud of me in no time.
:D