i'm not someone who will achieve and excel in any thing in future. i'm far too lazy than you can imagine. all i can think of is another alternative of the things i am doing. this is me. this is how army life shaped me into. if under a situation, i am forced to do things i dislike, i'll become negative and run away. hmm..

hello! i'm back to this site again. wasn't really in the mood to write down stuffs but then again i got loads of things to write down.

lucky me, i wasn't ill treated by army, at least. i got to clear my leave and more off days are coming up for me. well planned off days. heh. so i am going to have like have another long holiday, or rather, break. no more staying in camp too. i've got a 7 - 5 job. all i do everyday is go back camp, eat, sit in office awhile, head back to room to take a nap then go back office after that eat again and keep doing it till 5PM and rush home. despite the fuggin' long journey, i still want to go home. why? i hate that place.

i can't keep track of my finance anymore! my money is getting lesser day by day. like no matter how hard i tried to save, there's endless NECESSARY things for me to buy. serious! it will be soon i start going online forum and sell all my stuffs again.

anyway, i'll be moving house soon so i'm like doing a clearance for my room. moving to a small little hut. my parents are nuts. can't possibly squeeze the whole family in but they said "when we were younger, we used to squeeze with 8 of our siblings!" . thats of course. its the kampong life they use to lead but not anymore. the older generations sure have a mind block. not tryna' be mean but isn't it true? okay. MOST of them are, i assume.

I'd still prefer New Year to Christmas albeit the marking of us growing older by another year but the mood for New Year is better than Christmas. anyhow, this is random.

the previous updates were all without pictures. i promise the next one will be filled with pictures. if not, check out my albums!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! (pardon the ugly sitting posture.)