Sunday, December 28, 2008
Someone recently told me that my life has been too rushed and i should slow down and look at the world. Now, i finally agree. its time to slow down and take a look at the world, the ugly side of the world. the past few weeks, I've been dealing with sarcasms & depression. i felt really depressed deep down but i had no one to turn to and so, i kept it within me. towards them, i act like i couldn't care but it really affected me, a lot..
How funny.. the usual me would usually brushed it off with "words doesn't hurt!" but look at the way i am now, behaving like a weakling. why am i even feeling these way. i should have known that those guys aren't even my friends. those words shouldn't even get into me. maybe a part of me agree with what they say but like i said, humans are selfish. I too, am selfish so why are they even feel making a big deal out of it.
I've got enough of their nonsensical childish act. i won't let them have their way anymore. I'll be stronger than before.
True friends, they've always been there for me. i thank all of you.. all your presence makes me who i am right now. Thank you.
Chapter updated on 12/28/2008 07:01:00 PM